this years ten

Every year at this time i write a list of ten things that i either want to happen, or that i think will happen
i have to go home before i can reveiw last years ten
but i think it was the least successful of them all
mostly cause europe was a bust
but i did manage to pull it off alright
this year is so drastically different than the last
already
its new and shiny at i am at peace not in turmoil with me
although
last night
a boy, his eyes, his vibes, and his brain, had me way to ensnared
we had an entire conversation with just our eyes
and i had to run away from him
in fear of losing what i have (and am far to excited about) with rodrigo
if he is meant to be a bigger part of my life, he will appear in it again, and then i can freak out and worry about my moral character or where my heart may or may not lay
if not, i have infanate happiness in the arms of rodrigo
but anyway
that ten of 2011

1. Write 20 new songs
2. Start writing short stories again
3. Paint a HUGE beautiful piece for the house
4. Graduate pastry school with flair, not mediocrity
5. Make WAY TOO MUCH money at 420, cookie wise
6. Get over thomas' bullshit
7. Start playing gigs in van
8. find out what i want to do with myself post-school, and do it, right
9. Fall more in love with rodrigo
10. Be happy